Something's happening

I subscribe to Friedrich Nietzsche's philosophy of aesthetics, in so far, that art is exemplary of the state-of-affairs, or at least the collective psyche, of a culture. I believe, therefore, that art is also explicitly exemplary of the artist who created it.

My art has been transitioning. It is personally arresting to me because I am not only conscious of the change in the overall aesthetics of my art that I’ve recently produced, but that it also makes me conscious that I must, therefore, be transitioning as well, prior; my art is a response to my transitioning. I, however, have yet to catch up to what is happening to me. I can "see" it, but I do not understand it yet. I have become more distant and isolated from people, more depressive, and less hopeful of my life; and yet my work has recently been produced in ways that it normally has not been, in concordance. 

I have not been doing well. In contrast, however, my art has been at the beginning of a “leap”. It’s going somewhere, as I am psychologically/psychically going somewhere, and I’ve no idea of how the phenomena will appear. I just hope and pray that it will be good, morphologically, and experientially.