Metaphysically, the foundation for “self, or an analogous puzzle, may allow malformed phenomena of self to occur depending upon it’s mediation; in other words, upon how the puzzle itself is assembled. The foundational stuff in-itself, or the puzzle pieces themselves, may not possess error at all, but that the ASSEMBLY of such analogous pieces may be the cause of error. It is a picture that had been wrongly mediated by hands that fit the pieces incongruently, creating a strange picture upon completion. Such as in the case of chemical interference of a child in utero causing deformation, or the carnation that had an artificial dye in it’s water thus causing it to assume an unnatural color; the phenomena thus would be profoundly altered; a puzzle that had been wrongly mediated. If existentially addressed, then one may assume that their current phenomena may be a mistake or an error.
As I examine my-self I personally wonder how I could have been formed otherwise. I wonder how my particularized self may have become another had I experienced different conditions of life, resultant of alternative mediation. Had I life conditions that were optimal without such harm that my personal history indicates, then I may be a very different person from the standpoint of who and how I am. Optimistically and empoweringliy, however like a puzzle, I wonder if I have such power to disassemble and reassemble myself, if possible, through the mediation of will and personal intent; that I may mediate myself in the way that I desire.
